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Do I have this cloud hovering over me that is there to make me very unhappy forever.....

I am sitting here right now crying like a baby and why you ask because I care about people and how they feel... I wish sometimes I didn't maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad...But then again here I am waiting for the next message just to know your there.... Waiting for a simple word just to know I didn't fuck up....

Here I sit alone again...

Wanting nothing more than to see a face of a friend.....

You do not know what you've done to me....

You touched my heart and even my soul...

You made me warm when I was so cold...

I do not know if I shall win the fight....

But with the thought of happiness I'll not loose sight....

Of the part of me I long to be...